okay lost the link fore some days....OK weeks...uh maybe months...but lemme tell you a LOT has transpired in that period...lots...from my growing fondness to electronics starting with leds..to finding a cool friend like james many changes ave taken place...now i sit on the brink of the examination season, with my prelims slated for the next wee...this week being free...hope to study want to study but saala cant bring myself to study..hey almighty...give me the strength to study and the ability to sustain...wit that, i bid adieu

internal conflicts, moral, social,cultural dillemmas abound!...guess this hits people during puberty but it was delayed in my case....ill put it down one by one..

start with yesterday...tmi sad shes havin a fun time givin quizzes, particapating in debates n what not in all colleges of mumbai and that she had become wellknown due to theis in bsc......that put me off...now why? is that jealousy?...but of whom? tmi-one of "my" people? happened to read a certain line today which goes: worst kind of feeling:jealousy of others; success

now the other one...had a freshers party...was quite nice...with some dance n all...some ppl jived to but i was unable to find a partner(rather not tried...coz i dunno jive!)...but i managed to do birdy dance on stage..with help from disha mary...
but at the end of the day..it was ashton who stole the show with his mimicry of all the profs...now this put me off too...

the third ones the regular...not gettin enough female attention..

okay the jubiliations were absent...but i attribute it to the lack of action..today it was more like workbook than workshop...damn....
rugved still is icy...but everyone else feels friendly...even the girls..
the lectures are starting to fell damn boring...will have to see into it...the so called unit tests are next week...n we cant bunk so wheres the time to stuy?..but still will have to manage...dunno how

somethings unsettling me...i dont know what n i donno what..rather what exactly....letme run you through my day for u to get the idea...
went to anchitas as i had an invitation for her ganpati...salil n bob were there too....n then i gues her talks made all the difference....she talked about hookah n boozing damn freely...as if its what kids do everyday...was it the reason? did i become uncomfortable because i hadnt done anything of it ? or is it the casual manner in which she talked about hookups n dating n makin out n stuff...i havent got any ..is it "it??
or was it her friend...a rather smart-rather smoot marathi+english speaking gal? am i having inferiority complex? do i need to make myself smarter?..or is it that i think i dont look good enough? or is it all of these? wat wat wat???

do you want to know y i post every thursday n never miss it?
workshop!...once again it proved its ability to lift one n alls spirits n leave them elated...wonder ho some primitive cutting.sawing,filing.welding ,getting yourself dirty can eneble you to experience joy never before seen...
shreya expressed that she finds kevin oversmart...wonder why?
everthing else...as normal...only im findin bee to be very boring a subject

couldnt post for two days...had a reason for yesterday..was down with akmost cold like symptims...sore throat so had to sleep early...maybe the effect of the ice cream i had,on tmis insistence mind you the day before...
thoday.
sumay...mishra again...wasted time in the evenin...went to buy a new watch! again.....got the SAME one i had got earlier...but this time, from ghatkopar...,.but this one seems to have some dirt on the underside of the glass...gotta look into it....met an interesting civil engineer uncle today....went on talkin abt enginnering n all....but the unforgettable questin he asked was what games u play..instantly replied..on computer..moments later came the realisatin...it was games as in sports! do i play? no...im bad at most of em...or is it that i dont try??..but i really have to start playing something..atleast try...will stick to neville for that...
the sore throat showin some signs of respit due to use of hot water,salted hot water, am-pm mouthwash,n ya some coconut water...lets see if this concoction works..
with this i take -whoevers- leave..hopin that tomorrow super mario will call me and say"ye lo tumhare teen lakh!"

happiness!joy!ecstasy!....was workshop again..and once again came out reeling under its spell...started with welding..got it right the first time..but then the electrodes decided to stick..n i was able to weld properly again after many attempts...then was woodworking, where i immediately got the hang of the one stroke-vreak technique...taught jitin who was thankful!...bu the end i managed to cut a small piece for myself n gave the other half to THE boyfriend...when i came to know that the end was near...so just gave away the blok piece to shraddha/shreya(still dunno..who wass happ..dunno y...in all everythin was funn

i keep feeling im back at my school, more and more, everyday...today it were the lecs of praful n bee that added to this feeling.....while for praful 4 of us, me,neville,saketn vaibhav sat on the first two benches n kept sharing jokes throughout the lecture..with brief pauses of selence(that was when praful came arund)....n we shifted to the last bench for the bee..a lot of comments..a game of xno,one on chit with shraddha/shreya(still not sure of her name)..payin no/very misiscule attention to what was goin on the board i was bound to feel just like school!
btw attended the weekly mass today...second one for me...tho i sing hymns n get fathers preachings..still dont manage to say what all seeem to know by heart...some chorus sentences..
btw dis a pic on our coll grounds...first day when it was sunny n the grass wasnt slushy n we were able to step on it...includes vaibhav.noel,varun

yesterday...borin day at coll...nothin muche except my mom n dad visited college n talked to mario
in order to attempt to recover the donation given!..altho he said"you dont worry;you will get it"..we still doubt how much...
n ya rode the bike to vikhroli n back usin the highway! first ever


today..
nuin much day....bunked the last lec of coll...my first bunk at dbit ever! was a bee lec...quickly put my books in locker...looked out..took my bag n started walkin...altho the class teacher saw me..as it wasnt his lec, hopefully he dint realise nor did he mind that it was a bunker...hopefully.
n ya mom returned da new watch, got the refund bcoz a minor thread came loose.

yesterday-holiday..di nothin till evening..n then went of to dadar to meet banna n khamesh...who dragged me all the way to chitra n forcibly bought a ticket to singh is king!...had to leave the show halfway tho..i had promise dad to go with him to sale at shoppers stop...
returned n drove the bike all the way to chembur in full traffick with only minor heccups! dat was cool.


today-
early mornin mishra...slept through half of it..da guy left us early..so went to see shah n anchor kuttchi engineering college!..good building..but thats about it...
cap round 3 rasults announced..was on top of the 3 allotted candidates for dbit comps!..hope mario refunds the rkda taken as management quota
went with mom to get a watch..got my cool fast track
got coll tomorrow after 3 days holiday..groan.

today was independence day...n i celebrated raksha bandhan 1 day in advane!..was at sahakar nagar sence mornin...clicked some good pics on pakas cam...n good to know that me, ruta tai n vidisha are safely on their way to good courses of their choice....just that mine was a lil outta lack of choice...but hey im gonna make da most of dbit comps..yah..

today was workshop day again!..completed n painted the metalsheet dustpan n began by cutting some metal strips for our welding job..took quite some photos...n everyone was chirpy n happy after it..as they are, after every workshop!
still searchin for cuties in college..the one in our class, neha seems to have caught the attention of all...but i ask myself, why i too am among them?why for?..dunno..maybe coz i left bio 3 yrs ago..
called banna..said he was doin good at pace-a...then called khamesh..learnt he got into dj-s extc!!at just 164 in cet...oh my god..everyone i know seems to be goin to "good" colleges...but wat about me?...definitely ill have to work harder from now...

today..well whole day coll..realised senapati is one of the "studious" guys...n speakin abt studious , satya who used to speak of timepass during engineering expressed that he wants 60% min and that is high a score for maja..made me a lil uneasy..dunno y..maybe because i was thinkin that im the only one among my "old" mates to study....but well this means ill have to study even better to be in lead...n reddeem what i have lost...n i have to redeem much cause ive lost much

dint write for the last few days so ill just run through it
friday-not much..finished reading kane and abel
sat-went to dadar met tmi,bob n mugdha...ultra borin to be with em three..
sun..had chicken for lunch..mishra maths class in mornin
mon...couldnt get down at vidyavihar,kurla or sion so had to go to matunga n return...bu the time was already late by 30 min..so went home, filled cap r3 form n went to kj somaiya to submit....realised how huge but how ill maintained n rundown kjs is...had planned to go to dbit at 2 but on the way learnt that it was cancelled..made had appointment wid tmi met at ruia..decent time spent..

today.
nm..nm..nm..went coll came home..kevin talkd abt how his father is it-bhu+iim n wat expectations wer on him and that he had come to dbit by chance due to unexpected low marks n stuff...
decided to score good throughout engg..
gonna go early tomm to capture girls row..
dat it.

today, well the lecs were boring...bee had all circuits simplifacation which i could speedily solve leadin neville to call me circuit champ...taught kevin marathi.."maza nav kevin ahe" n "tuzya aichi"...talkd to some gals..incl that vidyalankar one whose name i dunno...ni hink dats leadin stephen to form an image of me as a chocolate boy...cool!
had fun in workshop..tho 10 ppl makin a simple tin dustpan seems too crowded..n it was so..
thats all for today yo.

my 4th day at dbit...prafulla made a comeback wit pp slides and all..and to think a day b4 we thought he wont last a week...guess criticism makes em harder..got a roun of claps too!
n good news came from powai...that rogue kaka of hers has been transferred to thane..so lesser chances of bumbin into him..yay!..
gotta go to sleep now..got 1st workshop 2morrow...lookin forward yes i am..woodworking i guess...see ya n gn